想想看，我们的大学是在无数资格证书考试的充斥下填满的，所谓的精英只是一群仅仅通晓考试的机器；毕业时一抬头，发现所有的中层职位已经被上一代稳稳占据，无法逾越，一低头，后起之秀都全面发展，来势凶猛，海龟的年龄越来越小，一不小心就可能被淘汰；再一看漫天要价的房子，猛然意识到什么是压力，意识到如今办公室的白领已不再是中高收入者。很多时候经济成了先决条件，情感脆弱得不堪一击。物质时代对人的影响还不仅仅是生活压力。人与人之间越来越冷漠、缺乏基本的信任感，人们的头脑被实用主义所占据，根本不相信任何超越性的情感。

这段文字经典吧？

Thanks the God, my poor English.

It seems to be the name of some movie. But maybe it’s a good phrase to describe my mood now.

Almost everybody knows that I am busy busy and busy. But nobody knows what kind of life I need and what is my favourite. Neither do myself. I don’t know when the boring life would end. So it seems that I can only devote myself into busyness, to numb and enrich my lonely soul. What else can I do? Maybe only the God could tell the answer.

Once, I was so ambitious to be a strong and successful man. I had many desires to accomplish and many dream to fulfill. And I had strong enterprise, I hoped to exceed others. But things don’t go as I wish. Too many difficulties need to be overcomed. Too many unwilling and unhappiness are waiting in the front, which always make me embarrassed and comfounded. When facing choices, it seemed that I had never opened the right windows. Maybe that is what I always regard as “experience”. More experience can make persons get stronger quickly. But too much bad experience will press me so much and my confidence become less and less. Till the end, I have nothing but a vacous body.

During last week, I have got the message that some my best girl friend will be married. It will be a good disengagement to her. I should feel happy for u. Whatever, u are not young so that u can still waste ur life and spend much time to choose and wait. U needn’t think about the ones who don’t cherish u. It will be they who will regret in the end. I wish u will be happy with ur him.

2007 A.D., what an impressed years in my life! Bucks, Girls, when can men get rid of their disturb and become a real selfhood?

This cycle of Life in the world is so hard. I am really tired.